You just have to ignore everything.
Pretending that it never happens.
Act cool most of the times.
Then your life will always cheerful like a fairytale.
*well yeah, life is suck*
Ludah Idea
- Zakwan Khidzir
- Kuala Lumpur, Selangor, Malaysia
- Semua ini lahir dari jari jemari kaku.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
I did not play the game, I studied it.
This is how i play the game, I study it.
Yes, I know most of you are going to say that i have no life.
But this is my passion and I got my own life too. Living like a normal. Dota is just my hobby. Again, a HOBBY.
BTW, Thx to Sylencia for making this latest statistics of SMM 2010 Ban and Picks.
It's time for me to start making draft.
*I hate math*
Not going to stop yet.
I am NOT retiring from...
DotA.
&
Marathon.
Seriously
I cannot stop and might not stop.... Yet
Friday, October 29, 2010
There is no future without history.
Some still living in the past. Thinking how long it could last.
Some feel everything they had today will last till the end.
Some believe past is everything, Some keep moving forward.
Some take a glance at the past to learn from the wrong.
So they believe it could make them strong.
Some never look back and keep moving.
So they believe they are right in everything they are doing.
Some still stuck in the past, present and future.
One, living in somewhere else thinking about someone's history.
Some still living in the past. Thinking how long it could last.
Some feel everything they had today will last till the end.
Some believe past is everything, Some keep moving forward.
Some take a glance at the past to learn from the wrong.
So they believe it could make them strong.
Some never look back and keep moving.
So they believe they are right in everything they are doing.
Some still stuck in the past, present and future.
One, living in somewhere else thinking about someone's history.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
You know how much I hate Drama.
They said Love is Drama.
So I guess I hate Love so much.
That's how i feel all this time until September 18th.
I would rather have a best friend who know what i want than a bunch of friends that can laugh together at my silly jokes.
I would rather have a bunch of friends that can laugh together at my silly jokes than a girl who would please me all the time.
I would rather die than lose a girl who would please me all the time.
They said Love is Drama.
So I guess I hate Love so much.
That's how i feel all this time until September 18th.
I would rather have a best friend who know what i want than a bunch of friends that can laugh together at my silly jokes.
I would rather have a bunch of friends that can laugh together at my silly jokes than a girl who would please me all the time.
I would rather die than lose a girl who would please me all the time.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
God will always remind us best in the very best way.
Takziah to farah n her family.
Masa aku dapat kol from Kama around 6 morning aku terkejut.
Teros aku tak dapat tido sampai la kul 9 pagi.
Bila aku dengar news tu, aku terus teringat kat arwah ayah aku,
Aku rasa bersyukur coz Allah amek die time umo aku 6.
Aku memang tak taw paper pun pasal hidup mati time tuh.
Aku sedar yang ayah aku da meninggal time umo aku 8 tahun. Agak lembab gak ar aku nih.
Tuhan memang nak sedarkan kita yang idop ni kejap je. tup tup, umo aku nak masuk 19.
dalam ati memang cuak tak ingat bila teringat pasal umo coz majoriti laki hidop around 50 jer
Suka atau tak, kita semua akan mati one day so just be prepared. Enjoy, enjoy jugak. Tapi jangan sampai lupa tuhan bro. Aku cakap ni pon kena kat diri sendiri coz aku pon bkn baek sangat.
Semayang tinggal, Ngaji pon tak. due benda simple ni pown aku tak leh buat. Sumpah aku da malukan mak aku dowh.
Btw, This morning kitorang akan pergi Open house rumah Huda @ Kak long kat Putrajaya then kitorang akan pergi visit uma farah n tgk die cmner. Hopefully everything will be fine.
Masa aku dapat kol from Kama around 6 morning aku terkejut.
Teros aku tak dapat tido sampai la kul 9 pagi.
Bila aku dengar news tu, aku terus teringat kat arwah ayah aku,
Aku rasa bersyukur coz Allah amek die time umo aku 6.
Aku memang tak taw paper pun pasal hidup mati time tuh.
Aku sedar yang ayah aku da meninggal time umo aku 8 tahun. Agak lembab gak ar aku nih.
Tuhan memang nak sedarkan kita yang idop ni kejap je. tup tup, umo aku nak masuk 19.
dalam ati memang cuak tak ingat bila teringat pasal umo coz majoriti laki hidop around 50 jer
Suka atau tak, kita semua akan mati one day so just be prepared. Enjoy, enjoy jugak. Tapi jangan sampai lupa tuhan bro. Aku cakap ni pon kena kat diri sendiri coz aku pon bkn baek sangat.
Semayang tinggal, Ngaji pon tak. due benda simple ni pown aku tak leh buat. Sumpah aku da malukan mak aku dowh.
Btw, This morning kitorang akan pergi Open house rumah Huda @ Kak long kat Putrajaya then kitorang akan pergi visit uma farah n tgk die cmner. Hopefully everything will be fine.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Things change. Shit happens.
Raya tahun ini memang tak rasa macam raya langsung =.=
Kalau dulu2, time kecik2 everyday keluar raya rumah kengkawan. Classmates, Rumah cikgu, Jiran semua abes kitorang tibai kutip duet raya. Sekarang? Raya rumah orang pown tak.
Orang pon takleh datang rumah aku coz tgh renovate.
aku dapat duet raya time pergi malam takbir raya. Segan siot.. still tuan rumah paksa amek gak.
Aku dapat 3 kopiah (bagi 1 kat abg aku) and perfume utk ke surau, Brut nama die. Lepas ni rajen2 la aku ke surau XD.
Imam Jaafar yang bagi masa malam takbir raya. Suara imam ni serius sedap gila, kalau solat subuh ngan die, leyh katakan semua jemaah nanges dengar die recite ayat2 quran tuh.
Masa malam takbir raya tuh, die bagi kat orang2 tua and budak2 yang die kenal. Ramai gak ar budak2 yang aku tak kenal. Yang die tak berapa kenal die tak bagi. Yang segannya bila dia bagi kat aku then cakap "Zakwan? brother zack eh?.. lama tak nampak kat surau.. da besar da.. Dulu kecik2, surau tu jadi rumah time bulan puasa." memang la aku tido surau time puasa dulu coz surau tu blakang uma aku jer. And aku dok surau pon coz aku tak suke dok uma. haha.
Then aku jawab "Blajar la pakcik, skang kat melaka.". Short and simple je jawapan aku coz aku malu nak sembang ngan jiran2 aku. Malu bukan apa, malu ngan diorang yang gempak gila.
Jiran-jiran aku semua da belajar kat overseas, ada yang masuk UPNM, UIA, UM, UTP.
Yang tak boleyh bla, Musalman (Aman). Family budak ni da macam family angkat aku. Kalo dulu aku tak solat, tak pergi sekolah, result terok, tak baca quran... Mak aku tros capai Hanger ke tongkat ke then sebat sampai darah punyer ar. Cuak punyer pasal, aku lari la rumah diorang ni. Diorang ada 7 beradik cam aku, tapi semua warak baek laki or perempuan. Diorang nyer result SPM jgn ckp la.. si zulkarnain (abang) 15 A, skang da balik dari libya.
Mustaqim skang blaja kat UTP, 9 A tak silap. Mursyid skang UPNM. and Aman la yang paling gempak. Masa form 3, UIA support dia blaja kat Syria amek diploma bahasa Arab. Skang dia da quit blaja sekolah agama rawang. Dok uma tunggu SPM jer, lepas tuh tros amek 2 Degree dari UIA. pergh! Diorang memang kuat semayang and kuat bersukan. Tapi camner diorang balance kan pon aku x taw.
Tu jela kisah raya aku.. Aku jumpa kengkawan lama.
Oh, Besok aku, Padoh, Kucap and Rodex maybe pergi rumah Saser. Yeah beraya for the 1st time. haha
Kalau dulu2, time kecik2 everyday keluar raya rumah kengkawan. Classmates, Rumah cikgu, Jiran semua abes kitorang tibai kutip duet raya. Sekarang? Raya rumah orang pown tak.
Orang pon takleh datang rumah aku coz tgh renovate.
aku dapat duet raya time pergi malam takbir raya. Segan siot.. still tuan rumah paksa amek gak.
Aku dapat 3 kopiah (bagi 1 kat abg aku) and perfume utk ke surau, Brut nama die. Lepas ni rajen2 la aku ke surau XD.
Imam Jaafar yang bagi masa malam takbir raya. Suara imam ni serius sedap gila, kalau solat subuh ngan die, leyh katakan semua jemaah nanges dengar die recite ayat2 quran tuh.
Masa malam takbir raya tuh, die bagi kat orang2 tua and budak2 yang die kenal. Ramai gak ar budak2 yang aku tak kenal. Yang die tak berapa kenal die tak bagi. Yang segannya bila dia bagi kat aku then cakap "Zakwan? brother zack eh?.. lama tak nampak kat surau.. da besar da.. Dulu kecik2, surau tu jadi rumah time bulan puasa." memang la aku tido surau time puasa dulu coz surau tu blakang uma aku jer. And aku dok surau pon coz aku tak suke dok uma. haha.
Then aku jawab "Blajar la pakcik, skang kat melaka.". Short and simple je jawapan aku coz aku malu nak sembang ngan jiran2 aku. Malu bukan apa, malu ngan diorang yang gempak gila.
Jiran-jiran aku semua da belajar kat overseas, ada yang masuk UPNM, UIA, UM, UTP.
Yang tak boleyh bla, Musalman (Aman). Family budak ni da macam family angkat aku. Kalo dulu aku tak solat, tak pergi sekolah, result terok, tak baca quran... Mak aku tros capai Hanger ke tongkat ke then sebat sampai darah punyer ar. Cuak punyer pasal, aku lari la rumah diorang ni. Diorang ada 7 beradik cam aku, tapi semua warak baek laki or perempuan. Diorang nyer result SPM jgn ckp la.. si zulkarnain (abang) 15 A, skang da balik dari libya.
Mustaqim skang blaja kat UTP, 9 A tak silap. Mursyid skang UPNM. and Aman la yang paling gempak. Masa form 3, UIA support dia blaja kat Syria amek diploma bahasa Arab. Skang dia da quit blaja sekolah agama rawang. Dok uma tunggu SPM jer, lepas tuh tros amek 2 Degree dari UIA. pergh! Diorang memang kuat semayang and kuat bersukan. Tapi camner diorang balance kan pon aku x taw.
Tu jela kisah raya aku.. Aku jumpa kengkawan lama.
Oh, Besok aku, Padoh, Kucap and Rodex maybe pergi rumah Saser. Yeah beraya for the 1st time. haha
Monday, August 30, 2010
Tangan Ku Bekerja
"Tangan yang buat kerja, Bukannya mulut". Aku boleh bet yang semua orang pernah dengar ayat ni or ayat yang lebih kurang macam ni. Sometimes, kita dengar dari parents kita, cikgu-cikgu, and maybe sesaper lagi la yang tegur kita time buat kerja. Aku yang sejak kecik suka melawan cakap orang and bajet gempak, tak pernah nak dengar nasihat orang tua lebih-lebih lagi bila keluar ayat macam ni.
Dalam benak hati aku "Apasal pulak tak boleh buat kerja sambil cakap? kalu tak bercakap, macam mana nak dapat idea? Nak express buah fikiran? Pemimpin-pemimpin negara elok je buat kerja sambil bercakap kat depan orang ramai sampaikan hujah, imam-imam surau sampaikan ceramah jadi jer sambil bercakap. Apasal pulak tak boleh?". Masa tu, aku rasa gempak gila sebab boleh melawan cakap orang lain. Aku melawan cakap mak aku, dia tak bagi aku aktif dalam sports. Aku melawan, cakap "takkan nak belajar je memanjang, kalo tak bersukan, lembik ar... tak sihat... otak kurang cergas.. even nabi pun suruh kita memanah, tunggang kuda and macam2 lagi". Even sampai sekarang aku melawan cakap kakak-kakak aku and mak aku bila diorang suruh amek PTPTN. Alasan yang aku bagi memang tak munasabah. Tapi itulah aku, ego tinggi dari langit.
Bila ego da tinggi, bila ada orang yang still tak nak dengar apa yang kita cakap, mulalah kita nak melenting. Itulah aku yang sebenarnya kat luar. Apa yang aku cakap semuanya betol, ada orang melawan or cuba nak patahkan point aku, terus aku melenting. Habis semua benda yang orang buat, semua aku maki.
Since bila aku nyer perangai camtuh pun aku tak tau. Yang aku tau, semenjak aku masuk UiTM, aku da banyak berubah. Aku da tak macam dulu lagi da. Aku da tak maki-maki orang da. Serius, aku pun tak tau naper. Tapi yang pasti, everytime aku ada prob je, aku jadi moody. Tapi aku tak maki orang lain tak pasal2, macam aku buat dulu. Biarlah aku moody sekalipun, janji aku tak lempar emosi aku kat orang len and buat orang len meluat tengaok aku.
Baru-baru ni, aku cuba buat sebanyak mungkin quote everytime aku tension, happy, rasa appreciate ker or apa-apa la, semuanya aku luahkan kat FB status aku. Kengkadang rasa macam poyo pon ada gak. Tapi serius pelik, everytime aku buat quote, aku rasa puas. Terasa macam JFK pown ada, Mahatma Gandhi and Aristotle pun ada gak. haha.
"Action Speaks Louder Than Words". Sekarang aku da paham kenapa. Selama ni aku ingat kalo maki-maki orang leh buat aku lagi relax. Tapi tak, aku lagi depress ada la. Aku terasa depress gila bila tengok member-member, dak kelas aku kecik ati bila kena maki ngan aku. Aku da tak larat da nak cari musuh. Hidup ni sumpah kejap dowh, takkan aku nk fill up seluruh hidup aku dengan benda yang aku benci. Aku boleh cari banyak gila benda yang boleh buat aku happy, cuma aku ego sangat nak cari. Sebab selama ni aku happy dengan achievement aku, aku dok riak kat semua orang betapa gempak nya aku dalam macam-macam hal.
Bila aku teringat balik, ramai member-member aku tak berapa suka dengan orang suka cakap pasal diri sendiri jer. Diorang tak berapa suka dengan orang yang syok sendiri. Aku teringat balik cerita-cerita gempak yang aku suka cerita kat member-member aku dulu. No wonder aku just ada 3, 4 orang je yang leyh rapat ngan aku every year. And those yang lepak lama giler ngan aku, yang tahan perangai aku selama bertahun-tahun just ada dalam 6 or 7 orang jer. And aku sumpah mintak maaf weyh walaopon korang tak ada blog, tapi aku still nak mintak maafk kat sini gak. Aku nyer ego still ada, nak mintak maaf depan2 sumpah susah. Korang memang kawan terbaek aku sebab leyh tahan ngan temper aku yang macam lahanat. Tapi macam aku cakap. Aku da byk berubah. Aku ingat raya ni, aku nak lepak ngan korang macam mana aku lepak ngan dak kelas aku kat UiTM ni. Diorang sumer da banyak ajar aku cara nak bergaul ngn orang. Walaopon diorang tak pernah wat official lesson utk cara-cara nak bergaol, tapi bila diorang ajak lepak makan tuh da cukup da nak ngajar aku cara nak bergaul. Daripada selama ni aku dok ngadap pc men game jer, maki-maki macam orang bodoh. At least, aku taw sikit-sikit cara nak bercakap ngan orang yang lifestyle dia jaoh giler dari aku. At least aku taw nak bercakap ngan perempuan selain akak2 n mak aku. Walaopon aku jarang cakap sorry, thanks,hye or bye ker.. aku bukannyer sombong, aku just tak taw nak cakap in the most appropriate way kat korang. Aku still belajar. Aku sebenarnya dweeb.
Aku harap benda yang panjang lebar ni leh lapangkan sikit hati aku. Tak perlulah aku bazir masa lepak ngan member aku dok citer pasal diri sendiri. Kalo ada yang nak taw pasal diri aku, ngadap la korang ngan wall of text yang macam haram ni.
Walaopon aku pernah cakap "You can throw me to the most remote island, i can only tell you this, that i'm gonna be the same person i used to be". Aku pernah cakap "ko campaklah aku kat lautan api sekalipun, even kalo aku selamat, aku still tetap aku". And sekarang, aku berubah. Sikit demi sikit. Aku harap, korang tak judge aku dari silap aku yang lampau. Aku mintak maaf sangat kat korang.
Sekarang aku da paham apa makna "Tangan buat kerja, bukannya mulut". Ramadhan banyak sedarkan aku.
Thanks kengkawan.
Dalam benak hati aku "Apasal pulak tak boleh buat kerja sambil cakap? kalu tak bercakap, macam mana nak dapat idea? Nak express buah fikiran? Pemimpin-pemimpin negara elok je buat kerja sambil bercakap kat depan orang ramai sampaikan hujah, imam-imam surau sampaikan ceramah jadi jer sambil bercakap. Apasal pulak tak boleh?". Masa tu, aku rasa gempak gila sebab boleh melawan cakap orang lain. Aku melawan cakap mak aku, dia tak bagi aku aktif dalam sports. Aku melawan, cakap "takkan nak belajar je memanjang, kalo tak bersukan, lembik ar... tak sihat... otak kurang cergas.. even nabi pun suruh kita memanah, tunggang kuda and macam2 lagi". Even sampai sekarang aku melawan cakap kakak-kakak aku and mak aku bila diorang suruh amek PTPTN. Alasan yang aku bagi memang tak munasabah. Tapi itulah aku, ego tinggi dari langit.
Bila ego da tinggi, bila ada orang yang still tak nak dengar apa yang kita cakap, mulalah kita nak melenting. Itulah aku yang sebenarnya kat luar. Apa yang aku cakap semuanya betol, ada orang melawan or cuba nak patahkan point aku, terus aku melenting. Habis semua benda yang orang buat, semua aku maki.
Since bila aku nyer perangai camtuh pun aku tak tau. Yang aku tau, semenjak aku masuk UiTM, aku da banyak berubah. Aku da tak macam dulu lagi da. Aku da tak maki-maki orang da. Serius, aku pun tak tau naper. Tapi yang pasti, everytime aku ada prob je, aku jadi moody. Tapi aku tak maki orang lain tak pasal2, macam aku buat dulu. Biarlah aku moody sekalipun, janji aku tak lempar emosi aku kat orang len and buat orang len meluat tengaok aku.
Baru-baru ni, aku cuba buat sebanyak mungkin quote everytime aku tension, happy, rasa appreciate ker or apa-apa la, semuanya aku luahkan kat FB status aku. Kengkadang rasa macam poyo pon ada gak. Tapi serius pelik, everytime aku buat quote, aku rasa puas. Terasa macam JFK pown ada, Mahatma Gandhi and Aristotle pun ada gak. haha.
"Action Speaks Louder Than Words". Sekarang aku da paham kenapa. Selama ni aku ingat kalo maki-maki orang leh buat aku lagi relax. Tapi tak, aku lagi depress ada la. Aku terasa depress gila bila tengok member-member, dak kelas aku kecik ati bila kena maki ngan aku. Aku da tak larat da nak cari musuh. Hidup ni sumpah kejap dowh, takkan aku nk fill up seluruh hidup aku dengan benda yang aku benci. Aku boleh cari banyak gila benda yang boleh buat aku happy, cuma aku ego sangat nak cari. Sebab selama ni aku happy dengan achievement aku, aku dok riak kat semua orang betapa gempak nya aku dalam macam-macam hal.
Bila aku teringat balik, ramai member-member aku tak berapa suka dengan orang suka cakap pasal diri sendiri jer. Diorang tak berapa suka dengan orang yang syok sendiri. Aku teringat balik cerita-cerita gempak yang aku suka cerita kat member-member aku dulu. No wonder aku just ada 3, 4 orang je yang leyh rapat ngan aku every year. And those yang lepak lama giler ngan aku, yang tahan perangai aku selama bertahun-tahun just ada dalam 6 or 7 orang jer. And aku sumpah mintak maaf weyh walaopon korang tak ada blog, tapi aku still nak mintak maafk kat sini gak. Aku nyer ego still ada, nak mintak maaf depan2 sumpah susah. Korang memang kawan terbaek aku sebab leyh tahan ngan temper aku yang macam lahanat. Tapi macam aku cakap. Aku da byk berubah. Aku ingat raya ni, aku nak lepak ngan korang macam mana aku lepak ngan dak kelas aku kat UiTM ni. Diorang sumer da banyak ajar aku cara nak bergaul ngn orang. Walaopon diorang tak pernah wat official lesson utk cara-cara nak bergaol, tapi bila diorang ajak lepak makan tuh da cukup da nak ngajar aku cara nak bergaul. Daripada selama ni aku dok ngadap pc men game jer, maki-maki macam orang bodoh. At least, aku taw sikit-sikit cara nak bercakap ngan orang yang lifestyle dia jaoh giler dari aku. At least aku taw nak bercakap ngan perempuan selain akak2 n mak aku. Walaopon aku jarang cakap sorry, thanks,hye or bye ker.. aku bukannyer sombong, aku just tak taw nak cakap in the most appropriate way kat korang. Aku still belajar. Aku sebenarnya dweeb.
Aku harap benda yang panjang lebar ni leh lapangkan sikit hati aku. Tak perlulah aku bazir masa lepak ngan member aku dok citer pasal diri sendiri. Kalo ada yang nak taw pasal diri aku, ngadap la korang ngan wall of text yang macam haram ni.
Walaopon aku pernah cakap "You can throw me to the most remote island, i can only tell you this, that i'm gonna be the same person i used to be". Aku pernah cakap "ko campaklah aku kat lautan api sekalipun, even kalo aku selamat, aku still tetap aku". And sekarang, aku berubah. Sikit demi sikit. Aku harap, korang tak judge aku dari silap aku yang lampau. Aku mintak maaf sangat kat korang.
Sekarang aku da paham apa makna "Tangan buat kerja, bukannya mulut". Ramadhan banyak sedarkan aku.
Thanks kengkawan.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
DotA vs Football
okay.. since member2 aku da ajk tgk bola.. si Gee the Jinx and Seynsin suh aku try tgk bola..
aku pown cbe r. At 1st.. aku xlayan sgt.. tp lme2 ble aku tgk team argentina n germany men.. pergh.. smart2 haha.. layan gak r..
aku pown pelik member aku si seyn yg kaki dota ni leyh layan bola..
anyway, even football world cup menda yg tgh hot kat tv skang ni....
tp.. bg aku, aku xleyh miss dota tournament tahun ni..
ESWC paris da nk start jumaat ni. So aku mmg xdpt nk tgk r. Seb bek SMM malaysia lmbt lagi..
Aku just harap Nirvana.my leyh bwk nme malaysia kat ESWC.
Tp sayang, Mushi xmen.. diganti ngn ex kingsurf.int xslp. So xdpt la tgk Ursa n Lanaya kelen die. Huhu.. gempak siot tgk die men blink2 pakai kelen.
oh.. http://www.playdota.com/forums/259715/eswc-dota-pools-decided/#post1305122
shit.. nirvana.my satu group ngn Ehome.. man.. this is gonna be though for them. TeG pown not bad gak..
Pe yg aku nmpk.. player2 MYM kali ni sumer gempak2.. siot tol. Babyknight join MYM in ESWC??
shit.. that is pure crazy.
tl:dr : Football favorite team : Germany Argentina n Spain... Brazil?? naaahh..
Dota favorite team : Nirvana.my of course.. haha.. MYM n DTS.
aku pown cbe r. At 1st.. aku xlayan sgt.. tp lme2 ble aku tgk team argentina n germany men.. pergh.. smart2 haha.. layan gak r..
aku pown pelik member aku si seyn yg kaki dota ni leyh layan bola..
anyway, even football world cup menda yg tgh hot kat tv skang ni....
tp.. bg aku, aku xleyh miss dota tournament tahun ni..
ESWC paris da nk start jumaat ni. So aku mmg xdpt nk tgk r. Seb bek SMM malaysia lmbt lagi..
Aku just harap Nirvana.my leyh bwk nme malaysia kat ESWC.
Tp sayang, Mushi xmen.. diganti ngn ex kingsurf.int xslp. So xdpt la tgk Ursa n Lanaya kelen die. Huhu.. gempak siot tgk die men blink2 pakai kelen.
oh.. http://www.playdota.com/forums/259715/eswc-dota-pools-decided/#post1305122
shit.. nirvana.my satu group ngn Ehome.. man.. this is gonna be though for them. TeG pown not bad gak..
Pe yg aku nmpk.. player2 MYM kali ni sumer gempak2.. siot tol. Babyknight join MYM in ESWC??
shit.. that is pure crazy.
tl:dr : Football favorite team : Germany Argentina n Spain... Brazil?? naaahh..
Dota favorite team : Nirvana.my of course.. haha.. MYM n DTS.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
WARNING !!! Wall of Text ahead... lol
Many people here seem to think that gaming is something one needs to outgrow. Why? Do we have to outgrow all habits that were instilled in us as children? I still read books, i still watch tv, i still use a computer, all habits that I have had as far as I can remember. But no one will tell you to drop these habits. So why should one drop gaming?
Perhaps one could argue that gaming provides nothing of substance. After all books, tv and internet can provide us with knowledge. What does gaming offer us? To that one can answer that gaming allows for us to stimulate the brain much the way books, movie or a piece of art do. I have learned a tremendous deal about mythology through the likes of playing Final Fantasy games. I have learned to think quickly and react quickly thanks to playing countless shooting games and playing dota. (http://www.sciencentral.com/articles...392612&cat=1_5) Overall, i believe gaming as been a very profitable endeavor for my mind.
However, as in the case of this article, gaming can have a negative affect on certain minds, but who is to say those minds would not be equally affected by the likes of other mediums available to us? Im sure some of the garbage on our tv sets has done a far greater job in dumbing down my generation.
Addressing the issue of gaming leading to anti social behavior, that is perhaps the greatest lie any research team can concoct. As of right now, any game that ships of without some sort of multiplayer component is dooming itself to limited amounts of replay time (only rpgs tend to get away with this nowadays) and thus might not be such a hard sell in the mind of a thrifty gamer who wants more bang for his buck. Games that have gamers hooked nowadays all revolve around some form of social interaction. World Of Warcraft has 11.5 million subscribers playing with OTHER players, not some sort of solo endeavor (as goes for all other MMORPG’s out there). Call Of Duty 4 another popular game has a very short single player mode but an excellent multiplayer mode which requires you to play with other players. If one were to list all the games that have some sort of multiplayer component or required some social interaction with other, we would be here all day. Sure people arent physically interacting with others, but to say gaming leads to anti social behavior is ridiculous. Some of the best times with my friends have been us playing whole evenings worth of Tekken together. And heres the shocker! We would talk, argue and laugh like regular people! Society has very often looked to find a scapegoat for all its flaws, and in this generation the easy
*taken from an avid poster in Playdota.com. This article has been written at its best. This is why i ignore those offensive comments towards me.*
Perhaps one could argue that gaming provides nothing of substance. After all books, tv and internet can provide us with knowledge. What does gaming offer us? To that one can answer that gaming allows for us to stimulate the brain much the way books, movie or a piece of art do. I have learned a tremendous deal about mythology through the likes of playing Final Fantasy games. I have learned to think quickly and react quickly thanks to playing countless shooting games and playing dota. (http://www.sciencentral.com/articles...392612&cat=1_5) Overall, i believe gaming as been a very profitable endeavor for my mind.
However, as in the case of this article, gaming can have a negative affect on certain minds, but who is to say those minds would not be equally affected by the likes of other mediums available to us? Im sure some of the garbage on our tv sets has done a far greater job in dumbing down my generation.
Addressing the issue of gaming leading to anti social behavior, that is perhaps the greatest lie any research team can concoct. As of right now, any game that ships of without some sort of multiplayer component is dooming itself to limited amounts of replay time (only rpgs tend to get away with this nowadays) and thus might not be such a hard sell in the mind of a thrifty gamer who wants more bang for his buck. Games that have gamers hooked nowadays all revolve around some form of social interaction. World Of Warcraft has 11.5 million subscribers playing with OTHER players, not some sort of solo endeavor (as goes for all other MMORPG’s out there). Call Of Duty 4 another popular game has a very short single player mode but an excellent multiplayer mode which requires you to play with other players. If one were to list all the games that have some sort of multiplayer component or required some social interaction with other, we would be here all day. Sure people arent physically interacting with others, but to say gaming leads to anti social behavior is ridiculous. Some of the best times with my friends have been us playing whole evenings worth of Tekken together. And heres the shocker! We would talk, argue and laugh like regular people! Society has very often looked to find a scapegoat for all its flaws, and in this generation the easy
*taken from an avid poster in Playdota.com. This article has been written at its best. This is why i ignore those offensive comments towards me.*
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
This is my decision.. The whole new me..
You can call me for futsal, badminton or anything.. i'll be there joining you.
But.. Dota???
No DotA!!
There.. i said it.. This has nothing to do with "dude, stop dota pls" or "dota lg?? xabes2... mmg xda life"...
No.. i've made my own decision after almost 7 years with dota.. i think this is the best for me.
Aku mayb akn men dota.. once a month, tu pown kalo korang ajk.. tp aku xkan amek taw psl latest map or latest hero or even latest strategy or metagame or wateva la..
dota is not my hobby anymore..
skang.. aku lebih suker tgk tv.. wow..
giler ar.. aku da lme siot xtgk tv.. time aku dok lendu.. bper bulan aku xngadap tv...
cuma.. aku xtaw nk wat per ngn mse lapang aku skang..
aku nk kurangkan dota.. sbb dota.. aku temper..
sbb aku xreti control emosi aku..
aku da mls nk marah2.. ble aku wat menda len.. aku xpernah marah..
even kalo aku kalah men bola pown.. aku xmarah.. haha.. sbb aku anggap sumer tuh 4 fun..
maybe aku akn start jog blk kowt.. men bola blk kowt.. or maybe not.. haha
But.. Dota???
No DotA!!
There.. i said it.. This has nothing to do with "dude, stop dota pls" or "dota lg?? xabes2... mmg xda life"...
No.. i've made my own decision after almost 7 years with dota.. i think this is the best for me.
Aku mayb akn men dota.. once a month, tu pown kalo korang ajk.. tp aku xkan amek taw psl latest map or latest hero or even latest strategy or metagame or wateva la..
dota is not my hobby anymore..
skang.. aku lebih suker tgk tv.. wow..
giler ar.. aku da lme siot xtgk tv.. time aku dok lendu.. bper bulan aku xngadap tv...
cuma.. aku xtaw nk wat per ngn mse lapang aku skang..
aku nk kurangkan dota.. sbb dota.. aku temper..
sbb aku xreti control emosi aku..
aku da mls nk marah2.. ble aku wat menda len.. aku xpernah marah..
even kalo aku kalah men bola pown.. aku xmarah.. haha.. sbb aku anggap sumer tuh 4 fun..
maybe aku akn start jog blk kowt.. men bola blk kowt.. or maybe not.. haha
Monday, June 21, 2010
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back
Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
[Chorus]
[Verse 2 ]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em
It's the rage that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
[Chorus]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna...
[Chorus]
___________________________________________________
This song is sick! kalo korang bce betol2 lirik die,
Chorus Rihanna refer kat Chris Brown.. psl die kne pukul tuh..
Em verse 1, citer psl jealousy die kat sumer laki yg dkt ngn ex die..
verse 2 die, citer psl Chris Brown ngn Riri..
verse 3.. THE BEST... only true man will admit his faults..
die begging suh ex die dtg blk.. T.T
aku boleyh bet yg lagu ni kompem top kat billboard.. lagi2 die feat ngn rihanna yg mmg slalu top kat radio.. 1 lagi sbb lagu ni xbyk curse2.. so mmg lagu ni mesti ramai giler demand kat radio.. Damn.. oh btw.. album die baru kwar td.. lagu die sumer best2 oi..
im gonna put this song in this blog :)
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back
Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
[Chorus]
[Verse 2 ]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em
It's the rage that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
[Chorus]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna...
[Chorus]
___________________________________________________
This song is sick! kalo korang bce betol2 lirik die,
Chorus Rihanna refer kat Chris Brown.. psl die kne pukul tuh..
Em verse 1, citer psl jealousy die kat sumer laki yg dkt ngn ex die..
verse 2 die, citer psl Chris Brown ngn Riri..
verse 3.. THE BEST... only true man will admit his faults..
die begging suh ex die dtg blk.. T.T
aku boleyh bet yg lagu ni kompem top kat billboard.. lagi2 die feat ngn rihanna yg mmg slalu top kat radio.. 1 lagi sbb lagu ni xbyk curse2.. so mmg lagu ni mesti ramai giler demand kat radio.. Damn.. oh btw.. album die baru kwar td.. lagu die sumer best2 oi..
im gonna put this song in this blog :)
Monday, June 14, 2010
Here.. Nobody is perfect.. NOBODY..
yes, nobody..
dont try to be perfect.
coz you live just once.
If you trying to make everything goes perfect.
Then u just wasted the most precious moment in ur life.
so be a fool,
keep doing mistake like kids love to.
Yeah, we are now adults.. But that doesn't mean u can never be a kid back.
I miss those day i was a kid. N now i am regret because i was trying to be perfect back at that time.
Those mistake and fools u ever did in ur entire life.. are the things that u are going to learn to be a better person. Those are the things that you going to laugh when u remembered it.
So if u are perfect, EVERYBODY perfect.
There are nothing to be laugh for and nothing for u to learn. So be a kid, kid doesn't afraid to do mistake. Instead, they will laugh at their own foolishness.
So if someone hate u.. its okay.. coz nobody is perfect. Deals with it.
And if u don't like someone.. Bare in mind.. No one is perfect.
P/S : menda ni aku trase nk wat lepas aku trbace post aizat (from now on i'll try call him spec/aizat haha) and huda @ kak long. Kalo ikotkan.. aku mls senanya nk wat menda alah ni..
tp disebabkan aku xleyh tido walaopon azan subuh da berkumandang.. aku rse ada baeknya aku practice karangan aku.. haha
k.. back 2 the topic.
mls r nk sentuh jaoh2 smpi msk bab2 agama.. amek yg common sense sudah ar sbgai renungan anda sumer. Dlm al-quran pown ckp xda saper yg perfect. Mulia cmner pown korang.. korang takkan perfect.. Nabi Muhammad yg mulia pown xperfect ( Pada asl nyer beliau xreti mengaji. Beliau di ajar mengaji oleh malaikat).
Manusia pown xsesuci mne.. kiter sumer kluar dari rahim berhampiran tempat saluran najis pompwan(except kalo yg dibedah kwar kat perot.. haha..)
So.. xpayah la korang cube nk jadi perfect or cube cari tempat yg perfect utk korang..
Bosan weyh kalo korang idop nk epy jer memanjang.. standard ar.. sumer orang penah emo.
Sumer owg penah wat salah. Sometimes kiter pown xsedar yg kiter penah wat salah.
♪...when you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there.. life is not a race so take it slower... hear the music before the song is over..♪
*taken from my previous post.. my awesome lyrics! haha*.
dont try to be perfect.
coz you live just once.
If you trying to make everything goes perfect.
Then u just wasted the most precious moment in ur life.
so be a fool,
keep doing mistake like kids love to.
Yeah, we are now adults.. But that doesn't mean u can never be a kid back.
I miss those day i was a kid. N now i am regret because i was trying to be perfect back at that time.
Those mistake and fools u ever did in ur entire life.. are the things that u are going to learn to be a better person. Those are the things that you going to laugh when u remembered it.
So if u are perfect, EVERYBODY perfect.
There are nothing to be laugh for and nothing for u to learn. So be a kid, kid doesn't afraid to do mistake. Instead, they will laugh at their own foolishness.
So if someone hate u.. its okay.. coz nobody is perfect. Deals with it.
And if u don't like someone.. Bare in mind.. No one is perfect.
P/S : menda ni aku trase nk wat lepas aku trbace post aizat (from now on i'll try call him spec/aizat haha) and huda @ kak long. Kalo ikotkan.. aku mls senanya nk wat menda alah ni..
tp disebabkan aku xleyh tido walaopon azan subuh da berkumandang.. aku rse ada baeknya aku practice karangan aku.. haha
k.. back 2 the topic.
mls r nk sentuh jaoh2 smpi msk bab2 agama.. amek yg common sense sudah ar sbgai renungan anda sumer. Dlm al-quran pown ckp xda saper yg perfect. Mulia cmner pown korang.. korang takkan perfect.. Nabi Muhammad yg mulia pown xperfect ( Pada asl nyer beliau xreti mengaji. Beliau di ajar mengaji oleh malaikat).
Manusia pown xsesuci mne.. kiter sumer kluar dari rahim berhampiran tempat saluran najis pompwan(except kalo yg dibedah kwar kat perot.. haha..)
So.. xpayah la korang cube nk jadi perfect or cube cari tempat yg perfect utk korang..
Bosan weyh kalo korang idop nk epy jer memanjang.. standard ar.. sumer orang penah emo.
Sumer owg penah wat salah. Sometimes kiter pown xsedar yg kiter penah wat salah.
♪...when you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there.. life is not a race so take it slower... hear the music before the song is over..♪
*taken from my previous post.. my awesome lyrics! haha*.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Im living outside of the real world. Forgive me!
Fifa10 is just around the corner.
Everyone, well at least most of my friends are crazy about it.
+________+
Bukannya aku x minat bola, minat tu minat tp tak sampai ke tahap obsess r.
Aku slalu men bola time kat skola dlu.. of coz r, mostly laki mmg men bola time kecik2 dlu.
Tp aku rse xsalah kan kalo laki x tgk football match?
cme, aku nyer passion kat video game da mmg start since aku 3 tahun lagi.
Mse tuh kat Taiwan, Bapak aku belikan PC utk family aku sbb die ngn mak aku ni buta IT gak r.
So die xnak ank2 die jd cam die. Keje tinggi2 tp kureng psl tech2 nih.
1) Game pertama aku men time, Top Gun. Serious game tuh susah gler. Aku yg still bdk kecik of coz excited nk men n dok kemaruk men game everyday pakai joystick pilot. huhu mmg bez siot time kecik2 pengang menda tuh, rse cam pilot betol.. haha
2) then aku men game street fighter (game ke-2 aku men). Start dr game ni la aku start jd competitive dlm sumer menda. Mse tuh aku slalu kne buli ngn abg aku yg slalu pakai Chun lee. ntah wateva r nme die. Then aku cbe r sumer character dlm game tuh smpi dpt kalahkan die. karakter aku pakai kaler hijau rambut merah, brock ke pe nta nme die.. leyh kwar elektrik2 kat bdn die.. aku buli abg aku smpi die nanges ow.. haha.. last2 aku kne sound ngn mak aku sbb ejek2 die smpi die nanges.
3) Game ke 3 aku men ialah starcraft. Time ni umo aku 7 tahun. Mse aku blk Msia, Umo aku 4 tahun... tp tbe2 cmner ntah pc yg kitorang bwk blk tuh leyh rosak. so bpk aku janji nk repair. tp x kesempaiaan sbb die passsed away time umo aku 6. then year after that, kakak aku nyer kwn g la repair pc tuh siap install kan game starcraft for free. aku yg xtaw game alah per tuh tros men. die siap bg list cheat aku. smpi skang aku igt. btw, Starcraft 2 akan kwar bulan julai ni xslp.
4) Then aku men game yg smpi skang popular. CS. first time aku men time umo aku 9. mse tu standard 3 lg. tp mmg trok gler r.. xreti men langsung.. smpi skang aku xterror men game tuh.. haha..
then aku men la mcm2 game cam battlefield gaza 1943, battle realms, warcraft, n mcm2 lg r.. game online jgn ckp r...
tp ada satu game yg wat aku tertarik smpi ialah dota. start men time umo 13, form 1... then aku men on off about 2 years. then aku serious men game tuh bler form 3. smpilah skang..
mcm aku ckp... aku penah men bola, tp aku rse aku da dididik sejak kecik ngn game computer. N kebanyakkan serious hobby seseorang tu bermula sejak kecik cam piano, singing, drawing n mcm2 lg r..
cme 1 jer yg aku terkilan psl org2 sekeliling aku... diorang igt org yg men game nih cam xda life. Smpai ada yg xmatang sbb mcm bdk2 men game. Problemnyer, dorg xpenah kenal aku cmner.. n sper2 yg kenal men game slalu ngn aku rse2nyer taw kowt nper..
ramai yg ckp camtuh sbb dowg igt Vidoe Game ni cam Tetris, Mario n Pacman.
Game2 mcm ni bleyh la dowg kutuk.. tp mcm aku ckp.. aku mmg sorang yg agk competitive... game yg aku men dota, mmg competitive abes dri sumer aspek skill ko ngn teamwork ko di ambik kira.. n aku xleyh tgk orang len lg hebat dr aku... kalo leyh aku nk mng jer..
n aku gak ske wat menda yg orang benci dan xramai wat...
contoh cam Game, rmai xske gamer sbb dowg igt xda life,
then Merentas Desa, ramai join sports for fun n ada yg kter menda ni xmencabar...
aku teringin gak nk jmpe mmbe2 lme skola aku yg ckp cmtuh.. rse nk ajk jer dowg race 20km..
n satu lg rap, mmg dlm idop aku... aku jmpe ibal n naz jer leyh layan rap.
yg len dok kutuk RAP sbb dowg kter rap ni cam smpah.. xmcm music..
well, aku universal, aku lyn mcm2 music.. cme lagu rap aku da start dgr since umo aku 7 tahun..
so bia aku terangkan kat sini,
Aku mmg bkn bdk yg ske hang out every weekend lpk KLCC or PAVI.
aku mmg bkn bdk yg gler bola...
aku mmg bkn bdk yg lyn lagu rock kapak or jiwang2.. sometimes ada gak yg aku layan
Aku ske wat menda yg len dari yg len.. lagi2 kalo mnda tuh orang len xske wat..
nk wat cmner.. mmg aku da dicorak sejak kecil camtuh...
so kesimpulan nyer.. aku rse per sjer yg kiter wat time kecik2 dlu, akan pengaruhi kiter pnyer minat bler kter da bsr..
Everyone, well at least most of my friends are crazy about it.
+________+
Bukannya aku x minat bola, minat tu minat tp tak sampai ke tahap obsess r.
Aku slalu men bola time kat skola dlu.. of coz r, mostly laki mmg men bola time kecik2 dlu.
Tp aku rse xsalah kan kalo laki x tgk football match?
cme, aku nyer passion kat video game da mmg start since aku 3 tahun lagi.
Mse tuh kat Taiwan, Bapak aku belikan PC utk family aku sbb die ngn mak aku ni buta IT gak r.
So die xnak ank2 die jd cam die. Keje tinggi2 tp kureng psl tech2 nih.
1) Game pertama aku men time, Top Gun. Serious game tuh susah gler. Aku yg still bdk kecik of coz excited nk men n dok kemaruk men game everyday pakai joystick pilot. huhu mmg bez siot time kecik2 pengang menda tuh, rse cam pilot betol.. haha
2) then aku men game street fighter (game ke-2 aku men). Start dr game ni la aku start jd competitive dlm sumer menda. Mse tuh aku slalu kne buli ngn abg aku yg slalu pakai Chun lee. ntah wateva r nme die. Then aku cbe r sumer character dlm game tuh smpi dpt kalahkan die. karakter aku pakai kaler hijau rambut merah, brock ke pe nta nme die.. leyh kwar elektrik2 kat bdn die.. aku buli abg aku smpi die nanges ow.. haha.. last2 aku kne sound ngn mak aku sbb ejek2 die smpi die nanges.
3) Game ke 3 aku men ialah starcraft. Time ni umo aku 7 tahun. Mse aku blk Msia, Umo aku 4 tahun... tp tbe2 cmner ntah pc yg kitorang bwk blk tuh leyh rosak. so bpk aku janji nk repair. tp x kesempaiaan sbb die passsed away time umo aku 6. then year after that, kakak aku nyer kwn g la repair pc tuh siap install kan game starcraft for free. aku yg xtaw game alah per tuh tros men. die siap bg list cheat aku. smpi skang aku igt. btw, Starcraft 2 akan kwar bulan julai ni xslp.
4) Then aku men game yg smpi skang popular. CS. first time aku men time umo aku 9. mse tu standard 3 lg. tp mmg trok gler r.. xreti men langsung.. smpi skang aku xterror men game tuh.. haha..
then aku men la mcm2 game cam battlefield gaza 1943, battle realms, warcraft, n mcm2 lg r.. game online jgn ckp r...
tp ada satu game yg wat aku tertarik smpi ialah dota. start men time umo 13, form 1... then aku men on off about 2 years. then aku serious men game tuh bler form 3. smpilah skang..
mcm aku ckp... aku penah men bola, tp aku rse aku da dididik sejak kecik ngn game computer. N kebanyakkan serious hobby seseorang tu bermula sejak kecik cam piano, singing, drawing n mcm2 lg r..
cme 1 jer yg aku terkilan psl org2 sekeliling aku... diorang igt org yg men game nih cam xda life. Smpai ada yg xmatang sbb mcm bdk2 men game. Problemnyer, dorg xpenah kenal aku cmner.. n sper2 yg kenal men game slalu ngn aku rse2nyer taw kowt nper..
ramai yg ckp camtuh sbb dowg igt Vidoe Game ni cam Tetris, Mario n Pacman.
Game2 mcm ni bleyh la dowg kutuk.. tp mcm aku ckp.. aku mmg sorang yg agk competitive... game yg aku men dota, mmg competitive abes dri sumer aspek skill ko ngn teamwork ko di ambik kira.. n aku xleyh tgk orang len lg hebat dr aku... kalo leyh aku nk mng jer..
n aku gak ske wat menda yg orang benci dan xramai wat...
contoh cam Game, rmai xske gamer sbb dowg igt xda life,
then Merentas Desa, ramai join sports for fun n ada yg kter menda ni xmencabar...
aku teringin gak nk jmpe mmbe2 lme skola aku yg ckp cmtuh.. rse nk ajk jer dowg race 20km..
n satu lg rap, mmg dlm idop aku... aku jmpe ibal n naz jer leyh layan rap.
yg len dok kutuk RAP sbb dowg kter rap ni cam smpah.. xmcm music..
well, aku universal, aku lyn mcm2 music.. cme lagu rap aku da start dgr since umo aku 7 tahun..
so bia aku terangkan kat sini,
Aku mmg bkn bdk yg ske hang out every weekend lpk KLCC or PAVI.
aku mmg bkn bdk yg gler bola...
aku mmg bkn bdk yg lyn lagu rock kapak or jiwang2.. sometimes ada gak yg aku layan
Aku ske wat menda yg len dari yg len.. lagi2 kalo mnda tuh orang len xske wat..
nk wat cmner.. mmg aku da dicorak sejak kecil camtuh...
so kesimpulan nyer.. aku rse per sjer yg kiter wat time kecik2 dlu, akan pengaruhi kiter pnyer minat bler kter da bsr..
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Air Dicincang takkan putus, haha xda kne mengena ngn citer nih.
Okay, just finished helping my ex classmates when i was form 4 & 5.
this time, sumpah xbleyh bla.. aku punyer r excited nk jmpe dowg.. then suddenly aku speechless, nta kenapa tbe2 aku wat perangai lme aku yg xreti bergaul ngn orang.
Semalam lepas men dota ngn seyn, die ckp
"Zack, asl bler ko lpk ngn member2 aku ko pendiam dowh? ko kalo bising bez dow"
WTF?? i thought it was annoying..
Si seyn ni member yg plg rapat ngn aku, kitorang ni da mmg ber-dota bersama2 since form 1 lg, lepak uma die almost everyday.. cme die sengal xnk sambung blaja.. tp die byk gler member kat KL ni, KLCC n PAVI n MOS tu mmg playground die.. cume aku x terpengaruh jer.. alhamdulillah.
then jmpe jer teacher kesayangan aku ngn dialek utara penang die, die tye blaja masscomm ktner? haha aku tros jwb kat melaka, then die tye "Asl kurus??" aku tros blank nk jawab per.. haha
aku blk jer uma aku ckp kat mak aku yg aku rse diri aku kurus gler.. die ckp "bagus r 2, kang da gemok susah nk kurus"... aku pegi kat cermin ruang tamu tgk perot aku yg ada 0 packs, tros akak aku meyampuk ckp "awak tu mmg kurus, KEPENG! " aish..
Good news, aku xperlu wat team ngn seyn n chako da.. coz LGC is back. LGC is my ex clan.. established 2 tahun lepas then sumer quit wat hal masing..
leader Rontol (roamer) from Kelana Jaya,
Tamahome @ Schav (main carry) from Philippine.
and me main supporter. skang kitorang tgh recruit player from playdota then established balik Les Gros Con (LGC). Candidate yg paling dekat skang AA_Blood and Cool_Dude. so hopefully 2 players ni leyh men role yg kitorang nak.. huhu..
besok plak ada Reunion utk dak2 klas aku time form 4 & 5,
time utk melantak and kasi perot aku ni gemok.. no more kepeng2. XD
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Strategy is like Rock, Sciccors and Paper.
okay, its already 6.49 in the morning.
11.pm - 2.am (casual Dota game ngn seyn)> After having a casual game with seynsin, kitorang discuss pasal build n skill, then sudddenly die suggest aku try create balik clan yg x jadi nk create tuh.
b4 this penah hampir create A.O.D/G.O.D. tapi x jadi sbb yg len still x ready n blom cukup paham ngn role n strategy masing2.
and aku rse maybe xleyh create dlm massa terdekat ni coz kitorang
still looking for good roamer and semi supporter.
kalo leyh nk wat Chako the Vora jd main carry. then Seynsin jd semicarry/roamer. then aku cam biasa, main supporter and semi carry.
lepas da discuss2 3 jam lebeyh, aku tros direct g lepak uma member aku iqbal the Craziouz. borak2 psl lagu eminem baru ngn upcoming album die Recovery.
so dgn kesempatan ini, aku gunakan utk online FB n update blog aku yg ntah paper. sambil2 aku terangkan latest favorite role n strategy in 6.67c nih kat die.
Tournament pown da dkt,
ESWC,
SGNDT10 (RM50k utk champion! WTF!),
MYM PDL,
ALIENWARE Challenge,
n of coz ADC10 (hopefully this time KS dpt counter imba broodmother pushing lineup from Starboba). All the best for Malaysia.
thats all aku nyer kuliah subuh. Jap g nk skola nk wat mural ngn classmates time form 4 & 5. rindu siot xjmpe dowg walaopon aku xrapat ngn sumer orang. Then aku nk cakap ngn bangganya kat dowg yg aku ni Masscommer ! haha.. sumpah xda keje.
11.pm - 2.am (casual Dota game ngn seyn)> After having a casual game with seynsin, kitorang discuss pasal build n skill, then sudddenly die suggest aku try create balik clan yg x jadi nk create tuh.
b4 this penah hampir create A.O.D/G.O.D. tapi x jadi sbb yg len still x ready n blom cukup paham ngn role n strategy masing2.
and aku rse maybe xleyh create dlm massa terdekat ni coz kitorang
still looking for good roamer and semi supporter.
kalo leyh nk wat Chako the Vora jd main carry. then Seynsin jd semicarry/roamer. then aku cam biasa, main supporter and semi carry.
lepas da discuss2 3 jam lebeyh, aku tros direct g lepak uma member aku iqbal the Craziouz. borak2 psl lagu eminem baru ngn upcoming album die Recovery.
so dgn kesempatan ini, aku gunakan utk online FB n update blog aku yg ntah paper. sambil2 aku terangkan latest favorite role n strategy in 6.67c nih kat die.
Tournament pown da dkt,
ESWC,
SGNDT10 (RM50k utk champion! WTF!),
MYM PDL,
ALIENWARE Challenge,
n of coz ADC10 (hopefully this time KS dpt counter imba broodmother pushing lineup from Starboba). All the best for Malaysia.
thats all aku nyer kuliah subuh. Jap g nk skola nk wat mural ngn classmates time form 4 & 5. rindu siot xjmpe dowg walaopon aku xrapat ngn sumer orang. Then aku nk cakap ngn bangganya kat dowg yg aku ni Masscommer ! haha.. sumpah xda keje.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Not Afraid
[CHORUS]
I’m not afraid to take a standEverybody come take my hand
We’ll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather cold or warm
Just let you know that, you’re not alone
Holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road...
[VERSE 2]
"Ok quit playin’ with the scissors and sh-t, and cut the crap
I shouldn’t have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it’s a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that f-ck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you’re getting capped
And to the fans, I’ll never let you down again, I’m back
I promise to never go back on that promise"
I shouldn’t have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it’s a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that f-ck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you’re getting capped
And to the fans, I’ll never let you down again, I’m back
I promise to never go back on that promise"
DAMN... this song is fucking sick!
Ive lost my thumbdrive 2 weeks ago.. ada dlm 400++ raps songs kat dlm 2.
Lepas dgr lagu nih jer, aku tros rse semangat gler ow..
One Word >>> EPIC
P/S skang lagu ni #7 kat Billboard. New album Recovery release out June 22th.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
One two, one two, one two three,
here come the story,
lemme start it from the family tree.
He got 1 lovely mother,
5 beautiful sisters,
and 1 only brother.
he is the last one, he is the last son,
and he is the one who always had all the fun.
He have no father,
he lost his father when he was six.
he understand that his father died because he was sick.
but he didn't feel lonely.
Simply because he loves to act like crazy,
wonder who the hell this guy is?
lemme tell ya,
that guys is me!
his hometown not so far away from klcc,
just take the LRT,
Poof, there he will be.
He dreamed to to step in NYC,
But never dreamed of becoming a celebrity.
Thanks to my friends who love to "LIKE" my facebook status.
I promise u guys next time my rap will be the baddass.
i know no one will ever listen to the dream of this kid,
no one will even give a fuck to this shit.
This is it, he is going to step out and shows them some power.
His new nick now is The Joker.
U hear that motherfucker?
U already hear the name,
i can ensure u nxt time it wont be the same,
never again..
♪...when you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there.. life is not a race so take it slower... hear the music before the song is over..♪
P/S : tbe2 ak leyh freestyle lps dgr lagu techno ntah paper.. pelik gler.. tros ak dpt idea nk tulis yg mne ak igt.. huhu..
here come the story,
lemme start it from the family tree.
He got 1 lovely mother,
5 beautiful sisters,
and 1 only brother.
he is the last one, he is the last son,
and he is the one who always had all the fun.
He have no father,
he lost his father when he was six.
he understand that his father died because he was sick.
but he didn't feel lonely.
Simply because he loves to act like crazy,
wonder who the hell this guy is?
lemme tell ya,
that guys is me!
his hometown not so far away from klcc,
just take the LRT,
Poof, there he will be.
He dreamed to to step in NYC,
But never dreamed of becoming a celebrity.
Thanks to my friends who love to "LIKE" my facebook status.
I promise u guys next time my rap will be the baddass.
i know no one will ever listen to the dream of this kid,
no one will even give a fuck to this shit.
This is it, he is going to step out and shows them some power.
His new nick now is The Joker.
U hear that motherfucker?
U already hear the name,
i can ensure u nxt time it wont be the same,
never again..
♪...when you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there.. life is not a race so take it slower... hear the music before the song is over..♪
P/S : tbe2 ak leyh freestyle lps dgr lagu techno ntah paper.. pelik gler.. tros ak dpt idea nk tulis yg mne ak igt.. huhu..
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Try Raed Tihs !! cool~
Only great minds can read this!! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Don't read this..
well do i really have to tell u guys that this is my 1st post? sure it is..
the only reason yg force ak wat menda alah ni ialah lecturer ak.. nk wat camner.. da nme pown subjek CSC..
CS ak taw r..game tembak2 2.. tp CSC pe nyer neraka ntah..
b4 this ak mmg xpenah tulis menda pnjg lebar.. even kalo chat or comment kat ms org pown ak tulis pendek2.. cam ROFL LOL, STFU, OMG U SUCH A DWEEB n etc..
sper2 yg "ter"baca menda ngarut yg ak tulis ni diharap bersabar.. sebab ak mmg suka mngarut.. kesah x?
pe lg ak nk tulis ek? owh.. ramai member ak kat hometown yg terkezut sbb ak dpt mass comm.. jgn tye cmner ak leyh dpt course mencapub nih.. da r.. ak xlarat nk ngarut byk2.. journal ak pown xsiap lg... bye.. da jgn bce da lps nih.. nk marah g jaoh2..
the only reason yg force ak wat menda alah ni ialah lecturer ak.. nk wat camner.. da nme pown subjek CSC..
CS ak taw r..game tembak2 2.. tp CSC pe nyer neraka ntah..
b4 this ak mmg xpenah tulis menda pnjg lebar.. even kalo chat or comment kat ms org pown ak tulis pendek2.. cam ROFL LOL, STFU, OMG U SUCH A DWEEB n etc..
sper2 yg "ter"baca menda ngarut yg ak tulis ni diharap bersabar.. sebab ak mmg suka mngarut.. kesah x?
pe lg ak nk tulis ek? owh.. ramai member ak kat hometown yg terkezut sbb ak dpt mass comm.. jgn tye cmner ak leyh dpt course mencapub nih.. da r.. ak xlarat nk ngarut byk2.. journal ak pown xsiap lg... bye.. da jgn bce da lps nih.. nk marah g jaoh2..
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