This is my decision.. The whole new me..

You can call me for futsal, badminton or anything.. i'll be there joining you.
But.. Dota???
No DotA!!

There.. i said it.. This has nothing to do with "dude, stop dota pls" or "dota lg?? xabes2... mmg xda life"...

No.. i've made my own decision after almost 7 years with dota.. i think this is the best for me.

Aku mayb akn men dota.. once a month, tu pown kalo korang ajk.. tp aku xkan amek taw psl latest map or latest hero or even latest strategy or metagame or wateva la..

dota is not my hobby anymore..
skang.. aku lebih suker tgk tv.. wow..
giler ar.. aku da lme siot xtgk tv.. time aku dok lendu.. bper bulan aku xngadap tv...

cuma.. aku xtaw nk wat per ngn mse lapang aku skang..
aku nk kurangkan dota.. sbb dota.. aku temper..
sbb aku xreti control emosi aku..
aku da mls nk marah2.. ble aku wat menda len.. aku xpernah marah..
even kalo aku kalah men bola pown.. aku xmarah.. haha.. sbb aku anggap sumer tuh 4 fun..
maybe aku akn start jog blk kowt.. men bola blk kowt.. or maybe not.. haha

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Verse 2 ]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the rage that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus]

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna...

[Chorus]

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This song is sick! kalo korang bce betol2 lirik die,
Chorus Rihanna refer kat Chris Brown.. psl die kne pukul tuh..
Em verse 1, citer psl jealousy die kat sumer laki yg dkt ngn ex die..
verse 2 die, citer psl Chris Brown ngn Riri..
verse 3.. THE BEST... only true man will admit his faults..
die begging suh ex die dtg blk.. T.T

aku boleyh bet yg lagu ni kompem top kat billboard.. lagi2 die feat ngn rihanna yg mmg slalu top kat radio.. 1 lagi sbb lagu ni xbyk curse2.. so mmg lagu ni mesti ramai giler demand kat radio.. Damn.. oh btw.. album die baru kwar td.. lagu die sumer best2 oi..
im gonna put this song in this blog :)

Here.. Nobody is perfect.. NOBODY..

yes, nobody..
dont try to be perfect.
coz you live just once.
If you trying to make everything goes perfect.
Then u just wasted the most precious moment in ur life.
so be a fool,
keep doing mistake like kids love to.
Yeah, we are now adults.. But that doesn't mean u can never be a kid back.
I miss those day i was a kid. N now i am regret because i was trying to be perfect back at that time.
Those mistake and fools u ever did in ur entire life.. are the things that u are going to learn to be a better person. Those are the things that you going to laugh when u remembered it.

So if u are perfect, EVERYBODY perfect.
There are nothing to be laugh for and nothing for u to learn. So be a kid, kid doesn't afraid to do mistake. Instead, they will laugh at their own foolishness.

So if someone hate u.. its okay.. coz nobody is perfect. Deals with it.
And if u don't like someone.. Bare in mind.. No one is perfect.

P/S : menda ni aku trase nk wat lepas aku trbace post aizat (from now on i'll try call him spec/aizat haha) and huda @ kak long. Kalo ikotkan.. aku mls senanya nk wat menda alah ni..
tp disebabkan aku xleyh tido walaopon azan subuh da berkumandang.. aku rse ada baeknya aku practice karangan aku.. haha

k.. back 2 the topic.
mls r nk sentuh jaoh2 smpi msk bab2 agama.. amek yg common sense sudah ar sbgai renungan anda sumer. Dlm al-quran pown ckp xda saper yg perfect. Mulia cmner pown korang.. korang takkan perfect.. Nabi Muhammad yg mulia pown xperfect ( Pada asl nyer beliau xreti mengaji. Beliau di ajar mengaji oleh malaikat).

Manusia pown xsesuci mne.. kiter sumer kluar dari rahim berhampiran tempat saluran najis pompwan(except kalo yg dibedah kwar kat perot.. haha..)

So.. xpayah la korang cube nk jadi perfect or cube cari tempat yg perfect utk korang..
Bosan weyh kalo korang idop nk epy jer memanjang.. standard ar.. sumer orang penah emo.
Sumer owg penah wat salah. Sometimes kiter pown xsedar yg kiter penah wat salah.

♪...when you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there.. life is not a race so take it slower... hear the music before the song is over..♪
*taken from my previous post.. my awesome lyrics! haha*.